BFP with PCOS

Today I took a pregnancy test. One of a million I've taken in the past 2 years, more so the past few months though. Today was the first time I got even a faint positive. According to the instructions on that came with my test I need to wait 48 hours to take another one since it was a faint line. (Test's are great and cheap, got them here: http://www.early-pregnancy-tests.com/ I have the dip sticks). These test check for the lowest HcG, 10, so it's possible that I've barely caught it & could still start my period and lose it. I also have PCOS which means it's highly likely I could lose the baby in the first trimester. :'-( I started crying when I saw the second line not only from pure happiness, but also from shock, and fear. I'm so scared that I will start my period and lose the baby. We have been trying so hard and praying even harder I just don't know what will happen if I lose it. (Besides being highly depressed). In one way it sucks because Carlos is about to be heading overseas to our new Duty Station and he won't be able to spend this time with me while I'm actually pregnant. It also sucks because if I were to lose it (can you tell that's all I can think about...) we won't be able to try again until whenever I am able to join him overseas, probably the end of the year. He doesn't know yet. I won't see him until this weekend, and he asked me to not tell him unless it was in person. :-/ I can't stand not talking to him about it, but at least I have my mommy. That's one of the reasons I'm glad that I got that BFP and that I hope its not a false positive etc... I was really upset that I might get pregnant overseas, and my family wouldn't be there or get to see/be with the baby at all. At least this way they can be there when I have it, and see it afterwards and whatnot. I'm also worried because I was taking vicodin for pain in my back, not every day just when it was bothering me, and I've had 9 total since my last period (5 weeks ago). I've also had lots and lots of sushi, I've been craving it, and other fish. I'm worried that my mercury levels are too high, or that I've done something wrong and.... Oh lets just face it I'm crazy worried! I called the Dr. to get a blood test, but they haven't called back yet. That was 1.5 hrs ago... I'm tempted to just go down there. Idk what to do. I've read that you need to immediately go to the Dr. if you have PCOS, so I wish they would at least just call back. I'll update this more whenever I find out what's going on and if I am or not. I'm kind of stealing this idea from some friends of mine who just had a BEAUTIFUL baby girl! <3 http://markanderinsbabyblog.blogspot.com/

<--- @ 5 weeks