Today was so good. I ate sushi, 12 oz of low mercury fish a week is a-ok to eat, plus the sushi I ate was cooked fish. I was happy because for the first time in a couple weeks I didn't feel sick after eating. I read that if you eat what you're craving then you're less likely to feel sick. I went to hang out with one of my besties for a bit of time, and saw my g'ma. Ok let's back up a little now. In the middle of visiting my friend, Traci, I ran to Gastonia to get a book for Carlos (completely forgot to take a picture of it too ugh!) to put in his bag of goodies I got him. It's called "So You're Going To Be A Dad" awwww! That's not the point though. The point is I went to Mickey D's to get something to drink on my way home, shame on me and my sweet tea addiction, and these ladies were in there talking about how they miscarried or had a stillbirth. I kid you not I cried all the way back to Kings Mountain. :'-( I'm worrying way too much about it, but I can't help it. Having PCOS puts me at a 45% greater chance of miscarriage than the normal 10-25%. So that's a 55-70% chance for me. It's scary to be SO happy about being pregnant, but to have that over my head.
On another note... I am itching EVERYWHERE. :-/ My scalp and back mostly though. I feel like I just laid in the tanning bed for the first time this year. If you don't lay in tanning beds then you have no idea what I'm talking about, but I'll just say it's a dry annoying itch and lotion doesn't help much. It's almost like I'm allergic to the shampoo I've been using. I probably need to switch to Organic. Well I'm finally getting to tell Carlos tomorrow. YAY!!!! <3 Here are pictures of what I have in his bag, minus the book. Also today officially marks my 5 weeks :-D
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